Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts
Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts

Friday, May 8, 2015

A Public Birching Part 2 #satspanks


Good morning and welcome back to the Saturday Spankings Blog Hop. Today I'm picking up close to where I left off last week. If you'd like to read that first, click here, and otherwise, this is the continuation of Eva's first public birching at Gabriel's hands. 

*text has been modified for the 8 sentence rule.
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“You’re going to be punished, Evangeline. How you choose for that to happen is up to you. I realize you’re afraid, you don’t know us, you’ve been taken from your home, your family perhaps, but this is your new life. The sooner you understand that, the better off you’ll be. You will obey Syn, you will obey me, and you will obey whichever master who buys you.”

“Buys me?” Tears streamed free from my eyes now.

Gabriel brought a hand to the back of my head and caressed my hair. It was the most tender, most gentle touch I’d ever felt, and in that moment, I trusted him, even as my brain screamed at the stupidity of that trust, my gut said yes.


“Shh now, let’s take it one step at a time. I can’t let you off the hook — it wouldn’t set a good example — but if you’re a good and obedient girl, I’ll see about getting you some ointment after your whipping. 

Blurb

Eva Webb didn't know what she'd find the night she secretly followed her fiancé. She had feared he was meeting another woman.

But it was so much worse than that. 

The man she loved betrayed and kidnapped her, packing her onto a truck destined for the black market to be sold to the highest bidder. 

But when the vehicle is ambushed, she is delivered into the hands of her fiancé's enemies: mercenary brothers who would stop at nothing to take him down.

For Gabriel and Syn Rivera, hijacking the truck and stealing its cargo was another job, another way of taking back what was stolen from them. Discovering Eva on board was an unexpected bonus. They now held in their grasp the one thing that could bring down an entire organization, making her a pawn in a deadly game -- a game in which she'd need their protection to survive. But that protection would come at a price.

Now captive to the brothers, Eva would learn that they have always shared their women, and she would be no exception. They would keep her safe. They would protect her. And they would make her theirs as well.

But in a world where criminals often wear two faces, where putting your trust in the wrong people can get you killed, will Eva find she has mistaken lust for love, or will this unlikely union survive?


Publisher's Note: Intended for mature readers. Over 18 only. This romantic suspense includes MFM Menage (no sexual contact between the men), graphic sexuality, spanking and other BDSM activities. If such content might offend you, please don't buy this book.


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Friday, May 1, 2015

A Public Birching #satspanks

Welcome to the Saturday Spankings Blog Hop! Today I'd like to share a piece from Theirs To Take, my newest release which is a romantic suspense MFM menage. The scene below takes place in the moments before Eva's first punishment at the hands of the brothers. Syn has just given her the choice of who administers her public birching...

*Text has been modified for this post and is slightly over the 8 sentence allotment —my apologies for that!

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“Since this is your first time, I’ll let you choose who takes the birch to that pretty little ass of yours — me or my brother.”

“Your brother,” it took me two tries to say the words without my voice breaking, and I glanced once more in Gabriel’s direction, hoping I’d chosen well.

“Too bad, but I imagine I’ll get my turn soon. Kneel up on the tree stump, facing the others,” Syn said.

I went to the stump, unsure how he would position me, how much it would hurt, how humiliating this punishment would be, and I knelt on top of it, my gaze on the ground a few feet from me as I still tried in vain to cover myself.

Syn came to stand to my side and leaned down so his mouth was at my ear. “Now, I can hold you down for this, but I’d like for you to submit to your punishment as an example to the rest over there,” he spoke so that only I could hear his words. “If I have to make you take it, then you’ll watch as each girl takes a turn right here where you kneel now and they’ll all know whose fault it was. Understand?”

“I’ve never… no one has… please don’t do this. I’m sorry,” my pleading embarrassed me, but for the moment, fear overrode pride.

He smiled, “Shh. I had the boys peel the branches for you.”

Peel the branches? What did that mean?

Syn placed a hand at my neck and I watched Gabriel step forward and take the birch from the soldier before coming to stand at my side. 

“I think you chose wrong,” Gabriel said.

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Blurb
Eva Webb didn't know what she'd find the night she secretly followed her fiancé. She had feared he was meeting another woman.

But it was so much worse than that. 

The man she loved betrayed and kidnapped her, packing her onto a truck destined for the black market to be sold to the highest bidder. 

But when the vehicle is ambushed, she is delivered into the hands of her fiancé's enemies: mercenary brothers who would stop at nothing to take him down.

For Gabriel and Syn Rivera, hijacking the truck and stealing its cargo was another job, another way of taking back what was stolen from them.

Discovering Eva on board was an unexpected bonus.

They now held in their grasp the one thing that could bring down an entire organization, making her a pawn in a deadly game -- a game in which she'd need their protection to survive. But that protection would come at a price.

Now captive to the brothers, Eva would learn that they have always shared their women, and she would be no exception. They would keep her safe. They would protect her. And they would make her theirs as well.

But in a world where criminals often wear two faces, where putting your trust in the wrong people can get you killed, will Eva find she has mistaken lust for love, or will this unlikely union survive?

Publisher's Note: Intended for mature readers. Over 18 only. This romantic suspense includes MFM Menage (no sexual contact between the men), graphic sexuality, spanking and other BDSM activities. If such content might offend you, please don't buy this book.



If you'd like to be notified of new releases, you can sign up for my newsletter here. I only send one out to announce a new release so you'll receive less than a dozen a year. 


Thursday, April 23, 2015

Bound and Punished by the Brothers: Theirs To Take

Theirs To Take is now available at most retailers (All Romance coming soon — if I survive the upload process). 

Here is a naughtier excerpt from the book. In this scene, the brothers are preparing Eva for punishment... 

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“A dozen strokes and some incentive to stay put when you’re told to stay put,” Syn said.

Gabriel watched it all silently. Syn was in charge of tonight’s punishment.

He picked up the leather restraints first. “Hold out your hands.”

I did, knowing there was no alternative. Syn wrapped the cuffs around my wrists and Gabriel picked up the chain, attaching it to the cuffs before running it through a ring attached to a chain hanging from the ceiling above my head. I hadn’t noticed that chain the other night. He then pulled on it, drawing my arms up over my head until I stood on tiptoe. He held the other end of it in his hands and waited for Syn to continue.

Syn picked up the bottle and opened it, squeezing some of what I now knew was lubricant onto his fingers, deliberately watching me as he did before coming to stand behind me.

“What’s that for?” I asked, shifting a little but unable to go anywhere.

“That incentive I mentioned,” he said, one hand gripping my hip and pulling my bottom cheek out.

“Not there, please…”

My plea fell on deaf ears though as his fingers coarsely circled my back hole. I looked up to find Gabriel’s golden gaze upon me and my face heated in embarrassment. But that was quickly replaced with a burning pain as Syn pushed his finger inside me.

I cried out, the invasion too fast, but he didn’t stop. Instead, he began to move his finger in and out of my bottom, gripping me tightly enough that I remained still as he thoroughly invaded me.

“Please… stop.”

At that, the hand that held my hip moved around to clutch my sex. I gasped when his fingers began to work my clit, sending confusing sensations through me, pain opposing the ultimate pleasure of his fingers massaging my wet sex.

I made the mistake of meeting Gabriel’s intense gaze as my mouth fell open and Syn added a second finger, lubricating my bottom hole, the sensations coupled with my utter helpless humiliation serving to arouse me like nothing else.

“Your pussy’s wet, Eva. Soaked, in fact,” Syn said from behind me.

I kept my eyes on Gabriel, my knees weakening beneath me with Syn’s continued attentions.

“I’m going to like fucking that dripping pussy later,” he whispered into my ear, standing close enough that I felt his cock press against my hip through his pants.

I swallowed, exhaling when he pulled his fingers out, leaving me feeling suddenly empty. I watched as he wiped off his hand, picked up the hook like thing and lubricated the ball at the end. That was when I panicked, when I realized where he intended to put the thing.

“You can’t!” I pulled at my restraints but Gabriel held tight and Syn came around behind me once more. 

“Please… you can’t!”

“Shh,” Syn said. “Be still now. It’s not all bad.”

With that, his hand was at my sex again and the pleasure of his fingers battled with fear of what now pressed against my back hole.

“Push against it, Evangeline,” Gabriel said. “Like you will when you take my cock inside your ass.”

Take him inside… he couldn’t do that. Surely…

Gabriel tugged the chain, stretching me a little higher, demanding my full attention.

“Take it in and I’ll let you come before I punish you. Be a good girl for us and take it, Eva,” Syn said, his fingers working my clit at a frantic pace.

I found myself obeying, pushing against the unyielding steel ball as he slowly worked it inside me, pinching my clit harder, rubbing it faster as he did. Finally, I felt myself stretch at the widest point of it, the sensation of burning, of the thing filling me, the strangest combination of pain and pleasure I’d ever felt, and even through this humiliation, somehow, I came. I came hard, squeezing my legs together around Syn’s hand, the walls of my pussy looking for something to close around while my ass took in the ball, the muscles clamping down around the steel as if trying to milk it.

I closed my eyes for an instant or an eternity — I wasn’t sure which — but when I opened them again, I found Gabriel’s golden gaze on mine, desire having darkened those eyes as he watched his brother make me come.

“Good girl,” Syn said when I relaxed my legs and released his hand.

My breathing came hard and fast, my eyes on Gabriel, lust a palpable thing pouring off of him in waves. 

When Syn gripped a handful of hair and tugged my head back, I opened my mouth to his, wanting him to kiss me, to devour me whole while his brother watched.

I was vaguely aware of Gabriel moving behind me. Syn released me as I heard a click and a moment later, felt pressure on the hook inside my ass. The brothers came around to stand before me and I finally understood what all this meant, why they’d done what they’d done. They had bound me to myself. Standing on tiptoe, the slightest movement would cause the hook to pull, lifting my hips higher the moment I relaxed my feet to stand flat.

Syn picked up the cane then and disappeared behind me. Tears filled my eyes at the pain I knew was moments away, a pain I dreaded but in a way, wanted, needed.


“We’ll break this up. Pleasure and pain, Eva. Pain and pleasure. The one always intensifies the other.”



Blurb


Eva Webb didn't know what she'd find the night she secretly followed her fiancĂ©. She had feared he was meeting another woman. 

But it was so much worse than that.

The man she loved betrayed her, packing her onto a truck destined for the black market to be sold to the highest bidder. 

But when the vehicle is ambushed, she is delivered into the hands of her fiancé's worst enemies: vigilante brothers who would stop at nothing to take him down.

For Gabriel and Syn Rivera, hijacking the truck and stealing its cargo was another job, another way of taking back what was stolen from them. 

Discovering Eva on board was an unexpected bonus. 

They now held in their grasp the one thing that could bring down an entire organization, making her a pawn in a deadly game — a game in which she would need their protection in order to survive. That protection would come at a price though. The brothers, who have always shared their women, would require her submission.

But Eva would soon learn that in a world where criminals often wear two faces, lust can easily be mistaken for love — and putting your trust in the wrong people can get you killed.

Publisher’s Note: Intended for mature readers. Over 18 only. 


This romantic suspense includes MFM MĂ©nage (no sexual contact between the men), graphic sexuality, D/s, exhibitionism, spanking, bondage, anal play and other BDSM activities. If such content might offend you, please don’t buy this book. 

If you'd like to be notified of new releases, you can sign up for my newsletter here. I only send one out to announce a new release so you'll receive less than a dozen a year. 

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Interview with a Dominant: Part Two with Secret Spanko

Welcome back to week two of my three-part series, Interview with a Dominant. Last week, we had DJ Black from A Voice in the Corner (if you missed that interview, I'll link you below so you can catch up). This week, I'd like to welcome my friend Secret Spanko from www.imasecretspanko.blogspot.com. I can't remember how Secret Spanko and I got to talking - I think I was a lurker on his site for a while... but he's become a good friend and I feel like there's one thing I've learned from him, and from other Doms I've come to know, and that is that a true Dominant has almost a sweetness to him and a caring that is truly special and unique. I still remember when I first thought this and it almost sounds at odds, I know, but I think it's true. I have to think about where it comes from but for now, the interview!


Natasha: When did you first become aware of your sexual interest in spanking? How old were you? Did you have a name for it at the start? Did you know this was the way some of us just are or was it something you tried to set aside and hide from? How did you feel about it?

Secret Spanko: I know it started early. I think I maybe mentioned it before, but like most boys growing up I had fantasies about the hot girl down the street. Unlike most boys these fantasies involved her getting a spanking. I didn't share it with anybody, because well, it was a secret fantasy, right? I went to college at about the time the internet started and it wasn't long before I discovered spanking stories on it and I realized someone out there had the same feelings as I did. 

In dating, I tried playful spanks here and there as a part of foreplay with varying degrees of acceptance. One girl really liked it, but she had other issues. Overall I think I had a healthy understanding that my sexual tastes were a bit different, but that I was not alone in having those desires. 
  
Natasha: When was the time when you decided to act - to try to find a partner who might be interested in exploring this with you? I imagine for men, especially as the dominant partner, there may be some conflicting emotions internally.
  
Secret Spanko: As I said I tried gently exploring it several times but without much success. For over a decade I enjoyed spanking videos and spanking stories. Then I decided to try a spanking personals site and have been actively spanking ever since.  
  
Natasha: What was the actual first time like for you? Being the submissive partner is one thing, but to be the dominant one lays even more pressure on the shoulders of said Dom.

Secret Spanko: The very first time I met someone for a "real spanking" was interesting. 
You know how your first time having sex is not quite as magical as you'd envisioned? Maybe it's just me... I'd like to think I'm much better at both sex and spanking after having practice at it than I was my first time I attempted either. 

There was a lady I'd been talking to on email and chat- she had a regular disciplinarian who had moved. We emailed for months actually and talked on the phone a couple of times about spanking and likes and dislikes and limits and her experiences and things she had done to deserve a spanking etc... We'd traded pics, and decided mutually that by that point we were comfortable enough with each other to go ahead and meet for a first session without doing the meet for coffee thing first. 

When we met, I realized there wasn't the physical/sexual attraction there that had been present in all my fantasies for all those years about this moment. There was a mix of emotions- I was excited about giving my first ever real spanking but was not attracted to her, and the sexual turn on of spankings was integral to my desire to spank. I hope that makes sense. 

We'd become friends through our correspondence, and I knew she wanted/needed this. I was determined to give it to her- partly out of pride (I wanted to prove I could give a good spanking) but also because I wanted to fulfill her desires and needs, even if it wasn't as much of a turn on to me as I'd envisioned. We'd talked about how she wanted and was used to severe spankings and wanted the release of a good cry but it took a lot to get her to that point. 

So I gave it my best shot- lecturing, light spanks, medium spanks, hard spanks and repeat; slow, fast, a variety of positions and I used many of her large collection of implements. 

I took a break. My arm was sore. I was sweating and a little tired. Her bottom was red all over with several spots I knew would bruise. I was genuinely worried I'd gone too far and gotten carried away not knowing what I was doing. It was with this worry that I picked up the lotion. I guess she heard the snap of the lotion cap...

"That's it?!"

Seriously? She wanted me to keep going. I tried to oblige and continued. At some point I called a stop to it. Her butt looked like hamburger meat and I wasn't comfortable continuing. To this day it's probably in the top 5 most severe sessions I've given. 

She was disappointed and a little irritated that I wouldn't continue. I tried talking to her and lotion and hugs etc... And that helped. But I could tell she was disappointed. 

We tried again a couple more times. Equally severe and closer, but couldn't quite get her to tears. She just had different tastes than I did, and last I knew she'd found a boyfriend who spanked her. I'm glad. I wonder if I could do a better job now, but haven't heard from her in years. 

Natasha: Erotic spanking vs. true punishment spanking, can you talk about the difference for you here - I mean in the reality of it. Domestic discipline often sounds hot in fiction but I want the real life experience.

Spankings are erotic to me. They are to most (but not all) women who go far enough to find someone to spank them. It's not something that I shy away from or try not to acknowledge. Most would prefer that their boyfriend/husband spank them or that they had one who would, in part because the after spanking care - well, I can't/won't fulfill all their desires - I'm not looking to have sex with the women I spank. On the other hand several have brought toys with them and will get themselves off afterwards, but I'd say it's fairly rare for someone to want a disciplinarian that's, for lack of a better word, "strictly disciplinary", but it happens.

One lady wanted to stop smoking. I cautioned her that I wouldn't be there with her in the convenience store when she was tempted, but hoped that she remembered how her bottom felt that day and wanted to make sure I gave her every incentive not to repeat the spanking she got. 

One lady was used to bringing a little pink toy and getting off after her spankings. She told me about something she'd done the week before that I thought was truly bad and didn't want her to do it again. (The lecturing part was easier for me to do that time because I really meant it instead of lecturing about a made up speeding ticket or something.)  Afterward I wouldn't let her get herself off -as a part of her punishment. I've used that tactic a couple of times. 

Natasha: Are you open about this part of your life with friends and/or family? If you are open about it with non-spankos, how have they reacted? Do you seek out friends with the same interest? If so, is there a difference in that sort of friendship, especially with another male dominant? 

Secret Spanko: My wife certainly knows that I have a spanking fetish. She has become more open to it and indulges me occasionally, but for a long time, it wasn’t something she could accept. Given the fact that we have young children at home, it’s still difficult, however, to find the privacy and time.

I don't really get into the spanking social scene of parties, I prefer the more intense one on one sessions.  I've interacted with several other tops/spankers/Doms etc...  Most are friendly, but some are territorial or even condescending, particularly about switching.

I have enjoyed talking to a few guys that want to get into spanking and offered some hopefully helpful advice:

"I've always had this thing for spanking, how do I find someone who wants it too?"
"Try getting on fetlife." 
"Ok but it isn't working"
"You have to actually talk to people, you can't just post that you want to spank women and a pic of you with your shirt off and expect them to flock to you.  Interact. Join a group or discussion and start a conversation. Try going to a party to meet people."  

Natasha: (I'm giggling at your comment about 'expecting women to flock to them') Where do you think this stems from - nature or nurture, a mix, something else?
  
Secret Spanko: That's a question I've wondered about and haven't come up with a satisfactory answer. I think to a large extent it's nature, but that one has to be exposed to it- there has to be something to spark that interest, but once that happens I think some people just have that spanking interest and others just don't. But I wish I knew that for sure instead of just thinking it. 

Natasha: Interesting how you and DJ had a very similar answer to that last question, the part about something to spark the interest I mean. I agree with that - or at least that was my experience. 

Thanks so much for agreeing to this interview SS. I know it can be hard to balance this part of life with 'real' life and I know by talking openly, we make ourselves vulnerable and I appreciate very much your trust and your openness. 

To the readers, please feel free to comment, ask questions, anything (within reason of course - don't be naughty:) I'm always amazed at how few people comment vs. how many views a post gets although I also understand it, I suppose. 

Here is a link to last week's interview with DJ Black in case you missed it and next week, James Johnson of Stormy Night Publications will join us!